Not My Cup Of Tea

Classes gone, days end,  We all promised to stay friends. Miles apart, Contacts saved, Leaving the calm waters, we all braved. Some regret, some remorse, last time we walked through the school corridors. Stuck in a daydream, When did we grow up to turn eighteen? Times Change, So do people It is time for the flower to leave the sepal. After some years, when we all meet, Will the affectionate hug change to a formal greet? School crushes were so much better, The very first phrases of a lifelong love letter. Commitments, gossips and silly fights, Were they even worthy of those sleepless nights? Although these memories will never die, But all that we have today is our last goodbye.

Don't worry, you're home. So you're finally home, away from all the tensions of the world and back to your family. You feel safe now cause now you have 4 familiar walls and a bunch of humans who will protect you from everything. Isn't it nice that you finally find peace in a place you've been running from all your life? Isn't it strange to realize no one will ever understand you like your family? Isn't it funny that we consider our family to be judgemental, only to find that they are the most understanding souls? Nevermind, all this doesn't matter now cause now you're home. Hurts, doesn't it? When the person you love the most, the person for whom you care the most don't reply to your texts and calls. When they don't have time for you. Hurts. Right? Recall all the times when you hung up on Maa cause you didn't want to talk. I know unintentionally but remember the times you made her feel stupid about something she was excited about onl...

Abba Manenge. Ever felt that the whole world is against you? Ever doubted yourself that are you good enough? Trust me precious, you are much better than you think you are. You're feeling whether it'll be worth it to follow your dreams or you should just listen to what others tell you to do. You're feeling that your family won't support you or approve of the fact that you decided to do something different, follow your passion. You're afraid to fail kid, but believe me, if you love what you do it'll be worth it one day. You are unique and so is your talent and one day everything will fall perfectly into places and everything will make sense again. You might not find anyone besides you when you look over your shoulder right now but maybe it's not the time to wait but to walk alone. You're thinking it might be dark and scary out there and you and your dreams could die out there but precious, you can't really live until you die a little. Who could explai...

Kid, You'll be happy again. Your heart is broken right now but believe me, it'll heal and come back stronger than ever. But before this happens, you need to let go. Remember the times when you were a happy kid. The times when your happiness wasn't dependent on another person. Kid, I know you loved that person more than anything but it's time to let go and don't be upset that you lost the most important person in the world for you, the center of your universe because if it's meant to be it will be. Who knows they'll come back to you or maybe you'll meet someone else and believe me it'll make letting go of your past so much easier. Kid, I know you've spent numerous nights crying and thinking about the reasons why you weren't good enough? Trust me you're amazing, you're a beautiful person. Kid, you're allowed to make mistakes and you'll make mistakes but remember same goes for them so don't hold any grudges. Remember the tim...